All I want is just this small space in a huge online world to rant and share what I really love. So you can either like it or hate it and F off <3

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srsly, im not the nicest person but i am NICE!! haha. i guess ive been thinking a lot about ppl in my life. haha. like i treasure ppl more than i used to becos i realize how much time is spent on work and its so tiring after work i just wanna go home and SLEEP!!

it seems that the vehicle techs from my platoon aent having the best time esp paul. i really hope tt things start looking up for him. and i just feel a little sad writing this becos the sentimental bug is totally making me miss my platoon. well im not the most popular person, nor did i form strong friendships with everyone but im glad to say tt i did form an attachment with the platoon. just hearing ppl from my platoon having such horrid jobs now make me feel a little sad. tt isnt to say tt i am having a great time becos srsly, this is like the lowest time of like my life. sort of. its great tt im learning a lot of things being in wardrobe in MDC and ppl there are nice (or so they seem) but its been very hard for me to make frens not becos im like a loser but its just tt i dun have many avenues to interact since im in the wardrobe room everyday with my boss, the costumes and my ipod. it makes me kinda sad becos i do think i'll go crazy without a stable grp of frens in mdc. ive always had a close grp of frens everywhere i go. i guess God is teaching me to be a more independant person, like to be able to sit by myself or something without being so conscious of my surroundings. i do hope tt things will start looking up for everyone and we really have to just grit our teeth and finish the duty tt has been placed on us.

anyway as i always say: LOVE YALL BITCHES!!((:


well today was my first day in MDC. most of yall know what tt means so i'll spare yall the whole explanation of what it is. well im kind of having an ambivalent feeling. on one hand, i love my platoon. leopard platoon 3 to be exact. most of them are tgt as vehicle technicians which is kinda shitty but at least they're tgt and they'll definitely have fun tgt. on the other hand mdc rocks becos i feel comfortable in something familiar, the ppl r kinda nice and i love clothes, which is the main reason why i am there instead of a veh tech. haha.
today was a little sucky becos i had to start work even BEFORE i reported to my superior. how retarded is tt. to top tt, the room is dusty and messy and i had to stock take almost the whole day. THANK GOD FOR ORIENTATION!! haha. i stopped work at bout 230. haha. anyway, the costumes are kinda old and disgusting but i really like the range of costumes they have. and the organization skills to manage every single piece of costume is very precise which is what i love about the job. everything is done. although the stock check part sucks. haha. im kinda looking forward to brighter days ahead but i really fear tt i might be a loner hanging around the wardrobe room all by myself. ppl there seem nice enuf though. i really miss my peeps for BMT but life definitely has to go on. i definitely hope they are having the time of their lives in ayer rajah. and to nicholas, we all love u STAY IN CLERK!! hahaha.
enough said, im just thankful i got a good job i guess and i really want to do my best for the costume department. tmr i will attempt to clean the horrendously untidy place. ugh. haha.

tmr is the start of a new day. its gna be the first day at work. WOOTS!! MDC!!