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well so the party season is coming to an end but yet another season arrives. i just LOVE holidays. chinese new yr. a chinese customary event where people dress up, visit relatives, grow fat and have loads of fun. frankly i quite like chinese new yr, mainly becos of all the red packets (ang baos) i get haha. but also i get to visit relatives tt i dont really see often. well i hope it'll be fun this yr becos on the 3rd day of cny, guess which poor soul has to get enlisted... ME! bleah. it kinda sucks but i guess im half excited half scared about it.
basically im scared of the regimantalized system they have there and the many vices that is present but at the same time it pushes me out of my comfort zone and i get to meet new ppl, of whom i hope r super nice becos it wld suck to be in a platoon where everyone is mean or BORING!! haha. its probably like scouts, bt 10 times worse. all in all, im just nervous becos i dun noe wat to expect. various fathers keep tellingme bout their experiences and what to expect but hello, it was like 20 plus yrs since theyve been in the army. it probably has changed quite significantly. my father always thinks tt i have to listen to him and his frens becos theyve experienced it but somehow i trust those tt r just a little older than me becos they probably have gone through the same things i will be gg through. BLEAH!! but all in all, i hope army will be fun (well it can possibly be tt fun but what i hope is to get a gd experience from these 2 yrs.)
well tonite im gna like see my sec 4 classmates one last time before they go into the army. most of them r like gg in on the 8th/9th of jan. some april so like im in the middle. wateva. haha. anyway i hope the outing will be successful!!:))