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just one more week to the dreaded place. but still the irony of the whole situation is that i am trying to keep myself positive for what is to come. well theres been lots gg on, partying, having dinners and gatherings, just spending time with people becos come 28th jan, this will have to be put on hold.
actually i kinda view army in 2 different ways. its a new milestone definitely when many people tell u its where u go in as a boy and come out a man. its kinda cliche but i guess there is something to that statement. tts why im kinda excited. this unpredictability of the whole situation leaves me a little excited about what is to come. but yet there is this other side of me that loathes the new 'LIFE' im gg to have. it will be regimental and degrading with people shouting at your face for the most unreasonable things. and what if the whole exciting unpredictable future u have in mind flops and it becomes a whole horrible situation that just goes tumbling down. haiz i just have to pray really hard that things will be ok at least and tt God will put me with some people who arent bad influences or bullies(which im most afraid of btw). ah i guess its all in his hands.
well although this crap weighs on my mind, there is a certain event tt is gg to be at least joyful. CNY!! well the most fun part about it is the red thingys also known as ang baos and wearing nice clothes. haha. i hope the 2 days tt i have of CNY will be spent wisely as well as having a super time. as for now i gtg have somemore farewell outings:)