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well basically i havent been blogging due to the lack of time tt i have becos this yr is lyk one of the most impt yrs of my freaking life. ive got the A's to work for. drama is keeping me busy becos we hav exams earlier than all the other subjects in the school and there is a lot to prepare for. this is the reason why i also decided not to audition for anything this yr but to practice on my crewing skills ie my costume designing and execution skills. everyday has been rather busy but not to the pt where i just feel i hav no energy to do anything else. there is the daily homework but it hasnt piled up yet. its only been the second week of sch, but trust me, it will get worse. well i have no one to blame for the stress except for myself becos i chose this JC route and i caused myself to be a more stressed up person as a result. well there is no more harping over the past but rather, to get down to business to be more conscientious in my work. which i wasnt really last yr. but anyway, i've yet to make my 2008 resolutions, which most likely wont be kept but aims and goals are still impt in life. i guess i oso have my super duper frens to support me although they keep telling me to stop whining(but tt is my nature, thank you very much). haha. i guess its just part of the whole destressing technique, where u let go of all the problems by telling someone else. maybe the approach of telling them may be different, but i prefer whining. i dont care whether my mother tells me it girly, i dun care. i lyk whining. ok im digressing. haha. o ya and i oso plan to go to cj on monday. hope i can go and meet the frens tt i totally havent seen in about 2 months. super sad. lol.

another topic of discussion wld be the new series, gossip girls. it is the ultimate show. woo. i love it to the core becos it is so freaking bitchy and the stuff tt they do is so high society. i guess im very materialistic, but im not complaining. the show is basically about how the rich students of a private school behave and the different problems tt they face although their lives seem very perfect and glamourous. i guess its just part of the consequences for being able to lead such a charmed life with no monetary problems to really wry bout. God is a very fair God. he doesnt allow anyone to be perfect. if u r rich, u might not be smart or good looking, but if u r poor, u might be lyk super smart and good looking. so u see, no one loses out, everyone has their own fair share of strengths and weaknesses. gossip girls, other than the being bitchy part, also teaches the individual how to treasure ur loved ones. it revolves relationships, whether it is friendship or dating, it really show how one should go about communicating with other around. in this world where there are so many broken relationships and ppl getting so easily hostile or two faced to one another, it is important that we see the ppl who r truly genuine to us and that we should cherish them becos who noes, the person tt u think is genuine and looking out for u may be a freaking back stabber or BITCH. so beware and always be on the look out. at the end of the day, family is still very impt, esp if u have parents tt u might dislike becos they r harsh to u but really, they r onli looking out for ur well being. this logic applies to me esp. haha. anyway its time to continue with my ugh work.