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its not lyk anyone really reads my blog. lol. anyway, now the hols are here. (becos nov wasnt really counted hols) i went back to msia to visit the relatives because one of the families there came down from down under (haha the irony of it all). and after three short days, it was immediately youth camp destiny and i only returned home recently. which means i have spent almost a week away from home. not tt im complaining cos i had loads of fun, and i almost forgot i also went for a class meeting to try baking diff stuff to raise funds for funorama. anyway i got bored halfway and went to watch a vcd instead.

msia
to go there. everytime there is a long hol, my family always drives across the causeway to visit my uncle, his family and my grandmother. usually it is a time to watch all those pirated vcds my uncle buys and watch cable tv cos i dun hav any at home. but this time, i did a little shopping. i bought a black vest and a black shirt. both of which i find quite nice. the funniest thing is tt i went for a wedding there when i dun even noe the couple.haha. so retarded right. haha. i just went becos it was my grandmother's friend's son's wedding and they had a extra spot in the invitation and so, since i am a pig, i went to eat the dinner. the food wasnt tt gd but the ambience was really nice. the area is a bit lyk the shops we see in holland village. a few clubmsia was really very relaxed and i enjoyed every moment of it. it has become sort of a routines, restaurants and bars. it was nice. anyway the ride was really long and tt is wad i really appreciate s'pore's size. wen u want to get from one place to another the ride is not very long but wen i went for the wedding, the ride there was about 1.5hrs. my butt was aching by the time i reached there. haha. other than the wedding, i also watched american gangsters. the show is not out in spore yet but i shldnt spoil it for those who eventually wanna watch so i'll just giv the gist. it basically involves a drug dealer and a policeman both of whom have very strict work ethics that cause others to think they are weird or something when they actually are very successful in what they do. in the end, their paths cross and they have to choose whether to work against or with each other. yup. so go watch it though it isnt a fantastic show.

youth camp destiny
after returning home from msia, the next day, i reported for camp. i was quite tired but really excited. i was to assist PETER (can u imagine tt). haha. no la it was quite fun working wif him although i got pissed with him. i guess it was just the different styles of doing things and we sort of clashed in terms of how we want to create a dynamic grp. but i realized i was in the wrong and learnt to adapt to other ppl's working styles. yup.my grp was also rather boring at first and i was quite sceptical about the grp being a gd one. but again, i was taught tt different ppl behave differently and being so rigid only make things worst. in the end i ended up loving my grp becos i became more open in relating wif them. i also encountered GOD during the course of the camp though not as strongly as the united in love camp 2 yrs ago. it really set my heart at peace becos now i noe how to continue on moving in the right path. and recognizing strongly wad my weaknesses are. i also made new friends which is always a highlight for me at camps. jiayi, whom is in my sch came to web not long ago but i didnt really get to noe him. however, during the camp, i think i got to noe him a little better and he is quite a friendly guy. timothy koh, a sec 1 was also another fren i made. haha. he is really a drama queen and he is super funny. the two of us have quite a lot in common and so we clicked when we started talking. his friend ryan is also a super nice boy. my grp of course gave opportunities for me to make new friends and i also made a lot of friends with the p6 and sec 1 boys. this reminds me, being chalet leader was also another responsibility i undertook. it was not tt tough becos sji had so many leadership camps tt being in charge of rooms really is quite alright. i had to be quite anal bout it cos the sec 1s and p6s are not very organized and they wld have turned the room upside down if there was no one to ensure they were little angels. haha. but i slept really little cos they were a noisy bunch and the air was also freaking cold. i think its great tt i made frens with many young ones becos our youth tries to create an environment where the older mentor the younger but the first step is to always get to noe one another which i achieved during the course of the camp. i broke camp earlier than the rest cos i rushed of for my class thing at kester's hse. i was alr shacked by then.

class thing
i met the clique and other classmates and immediately start insulting me when i reach la. so mean. bunch of mean girls.haha. kester's mouth was swollen haha and he looked lyk he had been kissing a lot haha. no la. anyway, we went there to bake but in the end i ended up watching a vcd cos i was too tired and i was there to slack. lol. we ordered canadian pizza and it was really gd to taste something unhealthy. i went home, watched america's next top model then went to sleep.

antm8
just some comments on the finale which a lot of ppl noe the results since spore airs american shows 10yrs after US has aired it. i think tt all three girls were deserving although i feel tt natasha on the runway looked too meaty and i did feel the other girls were being quite mean to her although she was annoying and weird. however i wanted renee to be in the final 2. so sad. but at least jaslene won. she was really good through the competition. here are the pictures of the top three.



and one thing i lyk so much about this show (mainly becos their bitchiness is so fun to watch) is tt becos the end product of their photo shoot is always so gorgeous and i wish i cld look hot or take such great pictures. haha. anyway its random but i still have a passion for fashion and i hope tt one day i shall be an internationally recognized one:) signing off.