All I want is just this small space in a huge online world to rant and share what I really love. So you can either like it or hate it and F off <3

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well it seems recently that my life has finally been gg back on track. just in case u didnt noe, i did really badly for my drama exam. i got an s for my perf, how sad is tt right. i wun blame it on anyone cos its too dangerous except to say tt i am oso responsible for such a bad grade. i felt nostalgic during tt period of time, rmbing all the gd memories in sji and i wonder to myself why i have made so many bad choices in life since i left my second home. im not saying anything to offend anything or anyone, im just being paranoid. can u imagine how i feel. i get scared, every single day of my life, hoping tt things go well for me and tt i dun have to meet wif difficulties. i sometimes tink im gg crazy with all the mental and physical stress tti have to go through. of course some ppl hav more shit than me, but still, the life in sji can neva be compared to this. in other words, i am tired, tired of the life i hav now. i wonder wat it would hav been lyk if i went to the poly. things might not have been better but it wld be a little easier in the studies aspect becos i get to learn lifeskills for 3 whole yrs instead of cramming everything in in 2. why. why was i so dumb. anyway, my life has become better as the stress now onli lies on doing well for this shitty promos. i really hate it but it will only be for 2 more weeks and then i can scream for freaking joy. and the fact is, im grateful for all the frens i have, both in church, school and other friends that r always supporting me in wateva i do. in this sense, i do have to thank god that at least he has guided me to find friends that care and support, unlike some ppl who have superficial friends that are based on looks or popularity or even ppl wif no frens at all. as i go on wif my life, i continue to hope that life will do me well with the support from every single human (well almost every single human being) i know. thx guys and praise the lord. signing off:)