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i reached my breaking pt today. basically, this few days have been all about rehearsing and more rehearsing. plus, i hav developed a sense of fear towards raj, the dance cheoreographer. i have immense fear within me tt sometimes literally suffocates me till i hav a little difficulty in breathing. some may say its an exaggerration but i choose to be quiet becos something bad might happen if non close ppl knew bout this. i am really tired of leading such a life. i shld just consider gg to poly. anyway here is wat happened today. i was very super tired yesterday afta reaching home at 1230am. i had 8hrs of drama rehearsal and wats worse was tt i had sch today. it was really tiring waking up and my whole body was sore. i was lyk begging my mother to let me rest but no. she forced me saying tt i cldnt miss lessons and stuff lyk hello my health is more impt than some stupid studies. if i die there wld b nothing to study. i was so pissed, i started raising my voice. then i got super pissed and started screaming how she was so unreasonable and stuff. i do feel a little bad but i wld neva admit tt it was entirely my fault. other ppl's parents let them sleep in becos their children r impt to them but no my mother is more interested in my studies than me. anyway, i rushed into the toilet sobbing becos i was so stressed tired and emotionally drained. i stormed out off the bathroom and then dashed out of the hse without eating anything. i was so super tired in sch but luckily my frens were lyk there to cheer me up and stuff. so the day has ended alright. i do not want to converse wif anyone later at nite. i shall just focus entirely on my work. i want to go poly. i hate my jc life.