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omg. i was a total wreck today. i was really really exhausted and i really needed to come home and sleep. basically, my life is centred around drama. ive been attending many many rehearsals as sch becomes more familiar and i go home when everyone else (other than the drama ppl who are rehearsing wif me) has already done so. i was really super tired and on the verge of falling ill. the sleep really has put back some life into me and i am ready for the next strenuous week of rehearsal. ugh i really hate jc life. i dunno why we have to cope wif so many things at one go. i shld hav just gone poly which was my original plan and im not tired of saying it even if other ppl r tired of hearing me say it. i almost brokedown a few times this week, today in the mrt (but the door opened at my stop so i had to get off), during pe on monday (but luckily mr lo, my very nice pe teacher sat next to me to make some casual talk on my horrid life) and yesterday while edlyn talked to me on the stresses of such activities. one might call me a whiner and tt is totally fine wif me becos i do it but really, it is very difficult for me not to do tt becos i am tired. and exhausted. i just want to collapse. ugh. my life sux. although the dancers hav it worth but i am talking about my present experience from my own pt of view. in secondary sch, i onli needed to stay back on fridays for my cca. i had sufficient time to study and enuf time to go out wif my frens. but now, i hav to look through my timetable and ask myself whether ive got rehearsal, which has denied me to access to even just have dinner wif old frens and to meet up wif ex classmates. i was supposed to organize a class outing for my sec 4 class but now i cant becos i dun hav the time to plan and to even go for it. so basically, there is no outing becos of me. why? why god? why does it have to be so tough? mayb its becos i hav to have my character moulded but i really hate the fact tt it has to take up almost every min of my LIFE (um but wat LIFE). exactly, i hav no more life. the extra hrs i hav r for studying becos i am not smart. ugh. it is all just so unfair. I HATE IT!!
well now for something not so significant. my cousin and aunties came from england and america to visit me. so nice. haha. now they r gg to msia, and of course i onli managed to spend less than one day wif them becos the rest of the days i came back super late from drama. haiz. anyway, here are some pics of my super talented cousin andrew. who was lyk grade 5 in piano at the age of 7. damn pro.
the only day i managed to eat dinner wif my relatives.