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huh finally hav time to update the blog. todae morning i wen to sch for a psf meeting wif the log grp. we discussed a lot of things but somehow i felt quite left out of the grp. not that i'm anti social or anything but most of them are interconnected. either through class or cca (most of them are catholics dat probably attend legion of mary) i am the onli one who is connected as some of their frens. well i dun noe most of them well yet cos i have neva worked wif them. anyway i designed the cover for the booklet and it looks kind of simple but at least it is the content dat is important haha.. we finally finished wat we were doing becos our 'dear' program facils are so SLOW in handing in their things. they owe both spirits and loggi things!! so inefficient. anyway me, dom chia, time chua, zhao dong, jian da and his fren wen to watch flight plan. the story is of a mother who loses her daughter mysteriously but no one seems to have seen her. the movie was really gd overall but there were a few flaws to it. firstly they should neva hav showed the agent taking the bomb out of the coffin cushion and according to dom, air marshalls are supposed to be skilled markman but somehow this show showed otherwise. it was quite fun to b out wif them. i came bac home onli to realise dat my fren needed my help for her maths exam tmr. my mother agreed for me teaching when i didn't even agree. and i had to sen the peer support stuff. ha! oso tonite, trent asked if i wanted to join npc since the csm of scouts got injured wif broken bones. haha.. i definately am not going to spen my holidays being tortured.. NO WAY. i rejected them and my parents back me up hahahahahaha... haiz so tired ready gotta go.. signing out..

yesterday was quite nice. it is so nice to go to church where everyone is so nice and simple. sch is so complicated and most of the probs come from there. church is a place where u recover from all the turmoil u are going through. i was gg to get flu mu b y i was so drowsy during the pastor's speech. my fren was lyk r u ok.. i was lyk ya yawwwwn.. haha anyway i luv church so much.. the songs that we sang were oso relaxing yet fun and god made me realize that his outstretched arm would be there to pick me up and guide me from my many probs that i face. i feel cheerful again. trent called todae to mention about that prob. i tol him to giv me my personal private space. i noe wat i am doing, i say it again. not gd to probe into such matters. thank you god for always being there wen i am facing such a time. oso i wld lyk to wish joanna all the best as she handles morgan.. *oops church stuff*. dis boy in y church grp lyks a gurl joanna noes and he has been bugging her to tells him her frens no. i noe dat morgan is possesive and i hope dat he will concentrate on his studies gd luc joanna and to all the sec 4s jia you!!!

friday was quite a nice time scouts was jus great as i did up the scouts board but i was so sad that brian from survivor was booted out. he represents the bitchy males and i jus luv his attitude. i was screaming wen nakum had the prize games against yaxha. wen nakum won i was so happy. my sister who supports the other group was lyk sooo. and the stupid woman in nakum kept fighting wif judd. it was quite cool to see the two of them screaming at each other. in the end magaret the ass woman got voted out by everyone.. ha ha.. o ya and i hav sumting to say.. i wish dat the ppl who noe my latest prob wil jus stop it. well u can say that i am runing away from it but who cares. jus 4get it i noe what i am doing. i am doing it for tha person's own gd oso. anyway its my prob.

its been a really long time since i last updated. exams hav long passed and exam result were out yesterday. so i did ok but i lost my bet wif wg and on monday we r going to seoul garden for lunch. i tink lucas might be coming too. i hav been tinking about getting a new life, jus changing all my past ways but always continue to b bitchy.. haha.. i hav to forget and throw some ppl out of my life and take in new ones. i hav very few gd frens and i noe that there are many ppl i cant trust out in this reality. some may act lyk really gd frens but they seem to hurt u and b a negativ part of ur life deep inside your heart. i've always felt that and i've been hurt too many times in life to noe wat is actually true or false. that is why i still remain composed wen i'm wif some ppl, but deep inside i hate them. anyway, holidays are coming and i really hope to get a gd rest. i've oso had some things on my mind. the majority of class 335 can neva be a big place in my heart. i tot i could b ppls fren but afta the way they treated me during the ace camp briefing though my mum had called bernard teo to tell him of my condition, those ppl were not happy that my name was not called and jus had to sabotage me. nvm, i will hold my own head up high and depend on my family and church frens who seem really genuine to br frens and not jus temporary ones but true ones. in sji i hav a lot of aquaintances and oso few gd frens but really, i feel lyk i am a loner who acts lyk hav a lot of frens. well i am friendly and everything, but all my true frens hav lessened over my stay at sji and afta next year onli about two will remain. not gg to mention names but i will b throwing aside frens that i will not associate with anymore. this is part of my change as a person and i hope that god will guide me through as i continue this phase of my life.

finally! the freakin finals are over and i am all out to relax. As most of u noe, it was my bday last sunday and it was so unfair becos it was the sunday when the exams were held. Anyway. my bday was quite nice with a surprise party done up by my jie mei and her family. one of my relatives and her fren (hopefully future boyfren) from aust were also there to celebrate it. the next morning, yonglin and gang were so sweet. they presented me wif dis bootiful card and present. tim chua oso gave me a card.. thanx u guyz. anyway the exams hav gone quite well for me and i tink god was supporting me all the way even though there were times wen i really tot he wasn't there. i noe dat most of the other schs hav jus started their finals and i wld lyk to wish all my frens the very best of luc.. God bless u all and i hope u will pass wif flying colours (jus lyk i hope for mine.. haha..) its been a really short term and finally i can rest from all those yucky work and so on... well gotta go.. signing off..