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its been a really long time since i last updated. exams hav long passed and exam result were out yesterday. so i did ok but i lost my bet wif wg and on monday we r going to seoul garden for lunch. i tink lucas might be coming too. i hav been tinking about getting a new life, jus changing all my past ways but always continue to b bitchy.. haha.. i hav to forget and throw some ppl out of my life and take in new ones. i hav very few gd frens and i noe that there are many ppl i cant trust out in this reality. some may act lyk really gd frens but they seem to hurt u and b a negativ part of ur life deep inside your heart. i've always felt that and i've been hurt too many times in life to noe wat is actually true or false. that is why i still remain composed wen i'm wif some ppl, but deep inside i hate them. anyway, holidays are coming and i really hope to get a gd rest. i've oso had some things on my mind. the majority of class 335 can neva be a big place in my heart. i tot i could b ppls fren but afta the way they treated me during the ace camp briefing though my mum had called bernard teo to tell him of my condition, those ppl were not happy that my name was not called and jus had to sabotage me. nvm, i will hold my own head up high and depend on my family and church frens who seem really genuine to br frens and not jus temporary ones but true ones. in sji i hav a lot of aquaintances and oso few gd frens but really, i feel lyk i am a loner who acts lyk hav a lot of frens. well i am friendly and everything, but all my true frens hav lessened over my stay at sji and afta next year onli about two will remain. not gg to mention names but i will b throwing aside frens that i will not associate with anymore. this is part of my change as a person and i hope that god will guide me through as i continue this phase of my life.